Who am I?

Who am I?
             This could be a really deep question.
   I am Jingmin, a 14 year old girl in PAS, grade 9. I am a cheerleader, a basketball player, a hard working student (or i try my best to be), a good friend, a very independent child. I don't have too good of grammar skills nor the spelling skill but i love reading both in chinese and in english. I have a really high interest in biology and i am getting good grades on that class but i don't want to be a nurse or doctor because my family have a lot of doctor already and i don't want to be lock up in the hospital most of my life time.
  I want, love to travel around. Even as a kid i have went a few places already and rarely my mom or dad is with me on trip. I am a independent person, thanks to my mom who don't really want to take care of us. My brother and I have to take taxi to or from school most of times, we have to find our way to everywhere if we want to go anywhere. We have to wash our own cloths, we both know how to cook cause she don't cook tons of times. We learn to take care of our little brother while doing homework. Thanks to mom.
   I love cheerleading, its a part of my life already, i am a strong bace, front and back protecter. I could be anyplace but flyer in cheer, they have try to put me there before but its just too scary for me. I am in cheerleading 3 years now and i am still glade i am in there.
   Join the basketball team is one of the best decision i ever made. It's so close to me that i don't think i could ever live without it now.
   Cheerleading and basketball team are too things i really care about, and believe me, i work my ass off for the thing i care like that.
 
So this is me, everything i say, i do, i think, i wear make up me.  

Cranes quickwirte

     To me i think betraying a friend is worse than the betraying ones duty because duty is something you can easily make up but friendship is not. I weigh friendship heavier than the duty. Why can i say this so confidently? Because i just went through a whole series of messes than almost drove me crazy. I know it is the best if i have never went through things like this but i think i treasure things better when i have gone  through crazy stuff like the one i went through just last night. Friends help me a lot with everything and betraying something like that is not acceptable for me. My duty would be my own responsibility. One effect a person and the other one effect a group, which is better?

under stress

   People who perform well when facing heart-pounding fear or stress must all have clear mind. That means they know what they are doing, and is sure of what they are going to do. It is important because if people don't have clear mind than they don't know what they are doing in normal condition, than how are they going to know what ever you are going to do when under stress? Also they must have the ability to stay clam under high stress or else they know what to do but they can't do it because they are not clam. One other important quality people must have to perform well under high stress is certain amount of courage because people will run away from the stress if they don't have the courage to face it. Now this might seems silly but that is what people do all the time.
   I have been under stress before and I find these quality is really important. I alway admire, or respect any one who could perform well when acing heart-pounding fear or stress.

Songs

Walk Away (high school musical 3)
theme - love hurts

This is me (camp rock)
theme - be yourself, don't hide the "real" you