The Neckleace quickwirte

    Of course i have felt the experience of envy others, i don't think anyone have not felt this way before. I envy other people not quit often, at least not often i notice of it. I don't envy the others on things like having a new phone or something i don't have. What happen much more often is I envy other people's friendship. I don't like the way some of my friends are better friends with the ones i don't really know about. I know it is quit ridiculous because i have my own friends that my best friend might not know much of. But some times i just can't stop the feeling. I would not say or express it out because i know i shouldn't have this kind of feeling, and i am a good hider anyways. Even if my friend don't know about it i still feel bad for myself so i  would talk to myself about it and try not to have the feeling. Something like saying "don't be like that" or "hey you have your friends too" to myself over and over. That kind of works for me, i think,  at least i know i am trying. Although it might not work after all, i still do it.